"Symbols of Pizzaonian justice" Pizzaonian cave drawing Courtesy of the Pizzaonian Art Institute, Abe Straction, curator
Dear Pizzaonians, to all present here and in spirit......
Have you ever started out a day intending not to feel or act stupid? It seems that no matter how well intended your intention may be, alas the moment of feeling or acting stupid arrives. Feel familiar?
At issue here is no matter how secure or confident we may think we are, there seems always to be lurking a vague hint of insecurity ready to grab our consciousness. I say “our consciousness” because not to occasionally feel this way is to miss a real opportunity to experience a very real, human moment.
At the core of this experience is the mature and final realization that being human in our present form is to know that we are not quite complete. I suspect this is because as long as we are in this life we are always becoming; we finally have to accept the notion that perfection will never be ours.
What then are we to do about it? - actually nothing, other than to fully accept and embrace our humanity. So much of contentment is in the ability to accept what is. Unfortunately, this runs against the grain of what the modern and very individual person of today is supposed to accept.
After all, are we not always supposed to be “reaching for the stars?” We would all have been better off if someone had taught us to enjoy contemplating the stars rather than reaching for them.
When we think about the gifts we have been given; that is what we do naturally and usually very well, we always proceed to the next thought: how hard we had to work to achieve what we do well.
This is the great lie we have to confront: “that we have to work hard to do well.” In fact all we have to do to do well is to do what we do well. The rest takes care of itself.
Now I am not suggesting that we do not need to educate ourselves, to study, or to try to hone our skills as well as our humanity. What I am suggesting is that perhaps it is not necessary to sweat so much to accomplish them.
We could then enjoy the process of fulfilling what we are supposed to be. This would allow so much humility to enter into our existence since we would have to accept that what we have is a gift and our prime duty is to be good stewards of our talents.
It has been said by many before me that life is more a matter of “willingness than will.” In the notion of willingness we find a process that allows us to become who we are.
To paraphrase a notion from Thomas Merton: a pear tree is beautiful because it is fully a pear tree. For most humans if they discovered they were a pear tree, they would spend most of their life trying to become an apple tree.
It is only in the full acceptance of what and whom we are that we will find ourselves, and when we do we are both willing and ready to engage life. And in spite of it all, we find ourselves for the most part, reasonably OK. And that is not so bad.
Brother Giovanni
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